Do you think the oceans water at midnight would be warm against my skin, I ask myself as I drive down the highway that once provided solace. Here I am seeking a truth beyond measure, a life worth purpose.
This may feel as though everything is in disarray, but maybe this is the meaning of all this.
As we entered our third month together of our untitled relationship, I couldn't help but ask myself what I was doing.
We had a tendency of having these great moments of us together, clicking with one another and time seeming to pass us by as we watched movies on the L shaped couch and laid side by side. Yet, right when all is going well, we hit a sense of turbulence.
I let my walls down with him.
I opened myself with him in a way I have never done with another. It was never those moments of heated touches that bonded us together; it was the way him and I fell asleep by another side by side in peace, without the need for anything more.
He helped me find a confidence I didn't know existed within me, yet also make me doubt my own worth in a relationship.
His name is no longer a murmur on my lips, just a faint memory of blurred summer nights and early autumn orange hued leaves.
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