Maybe I overreacted, maybe I fell too hard, maybe I cared too much; but you made me feel like you wanted more; for you to just leave and forget I existed.
Modern day love is not the kind of affection we shared, we were invested in one another's aspirations, goals and dreams. I never would've thought someone I had never even kissed could tear me up inside like how you do; yet here I am still wanting you even knowing I shouldn't.
Time has a way of working with the sequence of life.
Is it a sign? There must be a meaning behind this ache in my chest that seems to grow every time we're so close, yet so far away.
This is exactly what I feared, sharing my favorite place with someone I thought would be permanent, yet become temporary; so when I go back to the place that brings me joy, I'm left with dull gray colors that cloud the life that once existed.
It's not right.
Although, its probably for the best. Possibly these past two weeks were to see if we could withhold time apart; before we took our relationship to the next step to just add the miles of distance between us two.
How is it when everything was going wrong, you were the one thing that felt right.
Baby I won't, because I can't, forget the presence you left me. I'll be okay, I'll survive, I can do this without you just like I have before I knew you existed.
Solo eramos nosotros amores de julio y no mas.
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