Last Line

Wow.

I guess I really needed to feel all these emotions starting from the blissful high to the utter heartbreak.

Thank you for showing me your real self and I don't care. I do not care anymore.

Maybe it was that 1am phone call, or it took me to delete all of our soft tender hearted messages to one another, that when I read the words I used to once describe you; they no longer seemed to resonate anymore.

I asked you to not promise us anything, and that's exactly what you didn't do. You left without a word and made me wonder why; what went wrong, why you left those unanswered questions linger. But, you leaving was probably the best thing to happen.

I took a chance, I don't regret what we had, so here's me telling you goodbye.

Best of luck to you and hopefully you find someone who completes you, because that's something I wasn't able to give you. May you find your daughter and share a relationship with her despite what is going on because that's another form of you, united by blood. 

Do what makes you happy, and even though you may feel all alone; maybe it's not the people in your life leaving you, but you leaving them.

Think about that.

To the man that I once thought was too good for me, to realize that we were on different paths with unparalleled destinations. So during the time where our trails united, you were my company until you were there no more.

Road trips, life explorations and epiphanies help me to realize how much I don't need you. And, I couldn't be any grateful for that.

To the one who stole my heart, without ever stealing a kiss.