When really if I think about it, I never left. My body may have fled another destination, but my soul stayed here at the ocean.
Can these oceans waves give me the answer to my dilemma.
Fighting emotions.
Conflicted.
I know I shouldn't allow myself to be vulnerable again, for the last time I caved, I got my heart broken.
I had to piece myself back together and I don't know if I'm ready to do that again so soon.
So, I come to the sea alone and watch the oceans waves crash against one another.
I feel the brisk breeze sweep by me and just breathe.
I breathe in the salty air, and gaze off into the distance while surrounded by miles of sand.
The ocean that had been there for me throughout it all, I seek out an answer.
I drive back to where I once left myself. My past self that was blind to these past several months. I recollect an old piece of myself and treasure it.
In time to come, who knows what's in store.
I'm just preparing myself for what I can feel is arising.
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