Olvidarme

You helped me find this feeling, so indescribable.

Each breathe I took, my love for you grew, just like the memories of us two became stronger.

Yet, I couldn't understand how I found the strength to leave you.

These past several days of each other by our sides, we discovered the world yet I allowed our laughs to get blurred away into the past.

You were no longer what I needed, and it's better to say that than state that I wasn't enough for you.

So I let these hard beats from Spanish Trap and Reggaeton numb those good times. The hours spent during those sleepovers, our daylight adventures and late night escapes, you introduced me to a world no other has before which makes it so hard to let go.

I changed myself for you, because I thought I had to be someone you'd actually want. When really I just needed to be myself, because deep down, I knew you cared.

You've seen me beneath my layers, watch me undress my soul,  just like how you showed me a side of you, only a few have seen.

Somehow, home was no longer a place but a feeling. Being with you felt like my warmth and light taking over my first and last thoughts throughout the day.

So good, it wasn't meant to be.

Re: More

The times I needed the sun to shine its brightest, is when it gleamed above in the sky and provided a gentle breeze. 

No matter what I felt like, and believed I couldn't make through, I was somehow able to keep moving forward. Time has a funny way of working like that, despite how hard it may feel. I was able to still live, and enjoy those small moments for me that I had stopped when I first met him.

In a sense I lost my little spark that made me unique, because I allowed that spark to ignite the relationship we shared.

As much as I want to hate him, can I really?

He was my bestfriend, and I know I was that too him. 

We just weren't enough for each other for more.